I woke up 5:30AM to have my early bath and breakfast for today’s a “This is it!!!!” Of course I’m not pertaining to Michael Jackson sort of concert thing but another else. At about 7AM, I’m w/ Ate Anabel crossing the streets of Golden going to the terminal of Tricycles. We part ways at the main entrance of the subdivision because we’re not in the same path of destination. I’m going to Manila spec. in Ermita to get my ppd result then headed to the agency. This day I can say is the most risky and weird at the same time. Sorry but I cannot further elaborate but everything I think was based on God’s sketch. There’s faucet going on in my palms and palpitations as I walk through the roads of the Metro. That was like the weirdest but I gave it a shot and resting my faith to God for he knows everything and He will not leave me behind. After that, I went straight to Baclaran bended on my knees praying for God’s blessings.

PROJECT 365 IS NOT REALLY IDEAL! LOL. see how i simply disregard my own rule? WTH! This a living proof of what they say, promises are made to be broken. Anyway, recently i’m sort of anxious maybe because of thinking things that actually doesn’t completely guarantee in favor of me. Seems blurry but i guess that it supposed to be like that. I don’t want to expect but damn, a big risk is at stake here and it’s funny though. Having faith is all that matters to me now. I make myself believe in miracle since many kept on instilling in my mind the idea of “this is the time for miracles”. From current events, numerous news have been spreading through media, internet and elsewhere. We can hear heartless crimes like in Maguindanao. I don’t want to focus on that, coz it’s too reprimanding. At the moment, I don’t want to criticize and curse anyone, I leave it all to God. In spite of such worst crimes, there can be something to put smile on our face. Let’s give credit to the CNN Hero of the Year, Efren Penaflorida, who serves as an inspiration not only for us Filipinos but for the whole world. He’s the Man everyone’s adore. Thank you for uplifting Filipino’s race and making people realize their hero within. Miracles for me is everywhere. We may not see it or appreciate it, but the fact of having LIFE is a MIRACLE indeed.

Yes! It’s your 24th birthday today!! A day you’ve awaited for so long. How’s it been so far? Is there catastrophes going on? But anyways, if you got the chance to read this message, i supposed there’s no truth behind the prophecy. Or maybe, you’re already running for your life as you read this. Funny, but are you crazy? Can you still think of checking your email as the world collapses?

Going back, this day will remark as a memorable one. Aside from its date 12/21/12, this day added a year older on your age. Getting richer huh? I hope so. Did you accomplished what you supposed to be? Typing this message back in November 21, 2009, you’re classified as jobless w/ nothing to be proud of. Seems too hopeless and eager to do something in stabilizing your career or chosen path but unfortunately your Luck doesn’t belong in Ph.

Currently, I supposed you’re reached your goal in life. I know that whatever challenges it takes, you can surpass them all coz your strong and determined to soar higher.

I wish you all the lucks in life. Do whatever you want w/o silly restrictions. Gather your thoughts, put them together and create a new life that suits you most. Forget what others would say or expect just do this now for YOURSELF. Think of yourself this time. Learn photography, buy things that you’re longing for, travel to places you’ve never been, do crazy stuffs, dance in the rain, share your secrets, reunite w/ persons you once hated, go to church, meet new races, party and drink much, buy expensive gifts, pamper yourself! Don’t be a little dramatic coz i know you are! You can cry but not too much, alright? Don’t be too emotional girl however you can just for a few seconds.. Really becoming redundant here.

Exciting day huh?!! Enjoy and be happy!!!! DOOMSDAY = BIRTHDAY! Don’t be scared, believe in the creator. :) You’ve already lived your life. Accept facts of life dear. Be positive in the thought of life after death. Again, Happy Birthday to you!!!!!

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