YUM CADBURY!

Berry Fruit & Vanilla Shortcake

Chocolate upon waking up! Isn’t fun?! lol. Just a couple of…Argghhh…felt the shake again! My Gawsh! When it will stop? It’s terrifying everytime the tremors attack! The aftershocks will continue for the weeks to come according to news!!!! AWww! I hope that nothing will get worst as last Saturday’s quake!

Last night’s duty was very quiet, nothing new just boring. I have to rush when the clock tick-tock to 0600 hours! Busy hour! 4 nights to go! Little patience, I can get through this. Chaos around me making me sick but then I have to suck into it!

I hate this life, I’m sorry but I can’t find any reason to be happy. Maybe the place added big time to my unsatisfactory. I admit, I’m being negative again coz I don’t wanna fake myself with lies behind the smile.I’m not hypocrite, I’m just true to myself whatever other people trying to let me realize. In case like this, when the world starting to devastate, all you can read through my mind is the wanting to go home and be w/ my family. That’s all  ever wanted. I’m not growing up here, I just pushing myself to the mud of shame! Call me silly or stupid, I don’t care..I don’t care at all! Giving up where am I right now, won’t make me less as a person. I’m not living my life to please others, it’s all about me..how i spent my life in ways i wanted. There’s no doubt in my mind, I wanna stay out of here!!! Day after day, feels like killing me softly. (WALANG KWENTA / NON-SENSE)