ARNOTT’S NICE (The Fave)
For tonight’s supper, I had biscuits with sugar on top of it! Dip it with hot cup of tea! Isn’t nice? NICE. Listening to music makes the night worthwhile considering it’s my day off!!
I slept for about 3 hours in the morning and woke up @ 1200 hours to prepare for 01oo hours meeting in the hospital. The orientation meeting was fun coz I was able to meet new people who can help me with things I need to know. Claire, the clinical manager, helped me out with med comp and tried sort things out.. I hope I can settle this once and for all. Anyway, as I walked going to bus stop, I bump in with Carl, a co-worker in the hospital. We chitchatted for a while then I headed to Pak n Save to buy Red Wine. Unfortunately, the cashier asked for my passport or any valid I.D. to allow me to avail such liquor. Darn. I have my passport left in the house coz I wasn’t aware of that, so silly. So the “Zombie” me, went home and dropped off at Moorhouse then walked gone to Mountfort to discover that Bumbay babes is in Danger Zone & it’s closed. I supposed to buy Rice! LOL.
Slowly, I’m starting to get the hang of it. I mean, I’m beginning to adapt with the environment I’m working and the people I’m working with. It takes some courage to be nice to everybody though some of them aren’t true with the smile they show. Other than that, I will still continue to be good to everyone coz that’s who I am and I love seeing other people smile back at me. I don’t care if those are genuine or not as long as I know to myself that I’m not doing something nasty to anyone. I’m being jolly to people to show them that I want to get to know more about them and to let them feel welcomed. Aside from that, I have thought of doing all the training needed for me to accomplish asap so that I have nothing to worry about in the future and besides, I wanna learn.
People changes mind, a given fact. My mind is a working progress. Sometimes it breaks down and drained out. It’s like when you translate it in simple terms, my mind tells me to shut down and give up. However, as I said, it’s a working progress. If there’s a defect somewhere in the system, it’s opt to reinstalled or maybe to reformat in order bring back it’s normal process. Quite difficult to understand though but we just tried our best to maintain its normal functioning for best outcome. But we can’t always rely on it, coz sometimes or often, it isn’t the best or perfect. We have to learn that we cannot always get the best result. Like in life, our way of thinking doesn’t always put us to the right path. Wherever life takes us, it’s up to us how we deal w/ it. It’s a matter of how we perceive things that makes life a maze w/c always left us puzzled.
The previous paragraph entails how questionable life is. We question, why/what/what if/how/when???? But you know the easiest way to get through life, is living with it period. No matter what decision we make, it always have been a reason for every single “yes/no,stop/go”. On our way, confusion is inevitable and so as problems of course. Nobody’s exempted from those for sure so don’t worry you’re not alone. We can get through this whatever happens. Set a goal and chase it! Nothing’s permanent. You can always change your plans in life so there’s no need to be upset if goal’s not met. Keep on dreaming but don’t forget to wake up, move and create your own reality. We all live in a same planet, we see the same sky, and we breathe the same air so if others can do, so we can! We cannot rely on others all the time. Not everyday someone will tap us on our back and say “Hey, you can do it!”, “Don’t worry, everything will be alright”, “I believe in you, we can do this together, I’m just here when you need someone to cheer you up”… Believe in yourself coz everything is possible if you work your ass off harder! CHEER UP! (Note to self)
