<photo taken couple of months ago @ SB w/ ate precy>
Had the worst night ever but still eating Chinese corn chips!
Even if I seem to experienced one of the highlight misfortunes of this year, I still have reasons to stand up after a big fall. You can’t imagined how mad I am few hours ago after that massive tasks assigned to me. There’s no point of complaining for I believe in God’s trust bestow upon me. He’s testing how far I can go with these challenges I never thought I could ever encounter in my 23 years of living.
This is my life and I admit, it’s not perfect. I called this a battlefield which is unending and the only way to win is to accept failure/imperfection. Failure in the sense that you cannot always get want you want and even what you need. Not all people would understand you and sympathize what you’re going through. Even though you’re obviously wounded and bleeding, some would take a second or a minute maybe, to control the bleeding and apply opsite on your wounded heart, but others would ignore.
Everyone’s entitled in their own opinion and so am I. Whether I’m wrong or right, still, it’s an opinion and I own it. Turn over the page, my reflection troubles me. I’m fighting against my self who’s the worst enemy anyone could have. I mean, no can truly upset us if we only know how to control our attitude towards a certain situation. For God’s sake, life given me and still giving me trillion reasons to give up but then why am I still here and fighting? Honestly, I’m very fragile and worst I can be down for quite some time inhibiting my ADL’s. I’m the most stupid to blame others who put me down and discourage me to follow my endeavors in life but what can I do, I can be easily influenced by convincing words they consistently throwing into my ears.
As they say, If something stressing you out, stay away from it! Alright, I’m applying it in real life. In order to have peace of mind, it’s better to ignore such things and pursue what seems to be sensible and reachable, isn’t?
I can’t be bother by them. I will stay close to people who really gives me importance and matters to me. They know who they are. Thank you.
